Love Sucks

How can you turn LOVE off? I have learned in my life that LOVE is the most powerful drug known to man. LOVE can hurt you in ways you will never imagine but some people say LOVE can be the best thing in life. If LOVE is suppose to be the best thing, why does it hurt so bad when it's over? It's like a pain you wouldn't wish on your worst enemy but maybe you would. I have always been afraid of LOVE. LOVE makes you do and think differently, things you have always warned your friends, for some reason you end up doing them when you fall in LOVE. Why? Why can't a good girl as myself find somebody to love but also not make a fool out of myself in the process. Example; I have strong feelings for this guy but my LOVE defense is to avoid it and run away. As a runaway I will be able to shield myself from any LOVE disappointment that LOVE might throw at me. But in the end you can't run from LOVE, LOVE finds you when you least expect it(which sucks). So in reality in order to experience everything in life you have to experience LOVE. The joys, the pain, the hurt and also the disappointment that LOVE might bring. So hopefully when the right person comes along you will be able to LOVE them unconditionally with no hold bar.